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Waking Up

by Kristin Larkin

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1.
An open gate an old dirt road. Whoever farmed this left a long time ago. I have come down here before. I leave my promise on the forest floor. I will try to make sense in a world fraught with arrogance. I will be who I am. I will tread lightly on the land. The holler fills with April rain. Holds the mist in like an old refrain. I can hear it as I walk. Sometimes I swear to god these woods can talk. I will try to make sense in a world fraught with arrogance. I will be who I am. I will tread lightly on the land. I will try to make sense in a world that longs for innocence. I will be who I am. I will tread lightly on the land. On the land.
2.
I called my friend, she said it's back again. A lump they would like to look at, anyway She said I don't feel brave and I don't feel strong but I look myself straight in the eye and say I am not the pain I am not the fight I am not the thoughts that keep me up at night I am not the fear I am not the pull I'm so much more and that's beautiful The worldly woes they pack a heavy load and sometimes it feels like there's no end So when the weight makes me speculate I 'll have to remind myself again that I am not the pain I am not the fight I am not the thoughts that keep me up at night I am not the fear I am not the pull I'm so much more and that's beautiful We've gotta find some peace of mind somewhere Remember who we are, recognize what we are not We are not the pain We are not the fight We are not the thoughts that keep us up at night We are not the fear We are not the pull We're so much more and that's beautiful
3.
When I was a young child with ringlets of gold my mama would unwind every story I told and if there was truth missing that woman she'd see She'd say baby I know when you're lying to me. As I grew older I spoke the truth If a lie was told, my mama she knew So I am quite careful with what I believe and baby I'll know when you're lying to me Don't try to hide those white lies where I can't see Darling you'll find over time I'll know when you're lying to me Now I am not saying you don't have your own mind I am not all-knowing, baby that's fine So if you're gonna stay out till quarter to three go ahead just don't be lying to me. Don't try to hide those white lies where I can't see Darling you'll find over time I'll know when you're lying to me.
4.
You oughta put on your boots and leave like a country song In the morning when he wakes up you'll be gone You lie down instead right next to him in bed You make the coffee in the morning nice and strong You oughta ask him what the hell is going on but somehow he'd convince you that your're wrong What kind of woman don't get mad when it seems that she's been had That she wasn't crazy all along Oooh baby just move on, like a country song You oughta put on your boots and leave like a country song In the morning when he wakes up you'll be gone You know I've seen you try and try but now all you do is cry and it seems like you're already alone If he finally figures out what's going on you'll be miles away by then into the sun What kind of woman don't believe you can go when it's time to leave and that she was worthy all along Oooh baby just move on like a country song.
5.
The rain comes down on this hot, dry, thirsty town The fire goes out with the thunder's deafening shout I've been waiting for that lovely sound, of water falling to the ground All I know is when the morning comes we're waking up, taking it up All I know is when the morning comes we're waking up, making it up as we go along Forgive me please I'm still learning how to breathe Love me still, my heart says that you will I've been waiting for somebody who would see me, want me like you do All I know is when the morning comes we're waking up, shaking it up All I know is when the morning comes we're waking up, making it up as we go along As we go along we might be right, we might be wrong As the river flows we'll sing this song We'll make it up as we go along
6.
What's so romantic about drinking and fighting cheating and lying and riding, riding, riding off into that sunset you saw in your head when you tired of our bed and boot heels set to wandering? Grow up little cowboy I'd set you on course, except I ain't your mama and you've got no horse Grow up little cowboy Maybe you would understand how to love a woman if you were a man A good hearted woman is what you're desiring sweet and inspiring nurturing and open and while she doesn't like all your rambling ways beside you she'll stay She understands you're broken Grow up little cowboy I'd set you on course, except I ain't your mama and you're got no horse Grow up little cowboy Maybe you would understand how to love a woman if you were a man You want someone to stand by you l ike that old chorus starts and when you hide you want me to come and find you Bless your little cowboy heart Grow up little cowboy I'd set you on course, except I ain't your mama and you're got no horse Grow up little cowboy Maybe you would understand how to love this woman if you were a man
7.
Exactly 04:09
Story goes you find yourself when you're not looking to anybody else I've been told you find your way when you stop running, when you learn to stay What if I stay? Would I be a fool today If I fought the urge to up and run away Would I cause a scene if I stood up and said exactly what I mean Broken hearts are the worst all that aching and the god forsaken thirst They will come and they will go They will teach you if you care to know but what do I know? Would I be a fool today If I fought the urge to up and run away Would I cause a scene if I stood up and said exactly what I mean I stood up and said exactly what I mean I stood up
8.
Shelter 04:23
Time moves on You turn around you are alone again Siren songs whisper sweetly as the wind chime starts to spin You should know better than this by now Come on in I'll give you shelter from the storm We can burn the house down trying to keep warm It's on its way Now the leaves fall down, they cover all the earth Chasing days till a year's gone by since last December third I should know better than this by now Come on in I'll give you shelter from the storm We can burn the house down trying to keep warm We will survive, oh we will survive Hold on on for dear life, oh we will survive Come on in I'll give you shelter from the storm We can burn the house down trying to keep warm
9.
Gone 02:54
You wanted me to be as open as the sea accepting as the breeze and I wanted to be as solid as a tree as mighty as the free Well, I am these things and I always have been and I'm seeing that now as I am leaving You wanted me to know how far you didn't go how much you love me so and I wanted to know that you would have a soul that you wouldn't be so cold But I am enough and god dammit I'm tough and I'm sorry my love but I am leaving I am leaving I am leaving while I'm still breathing and time moves on I am leaving I am leaving I am leaving I am gone
10.
All of the cracks where you came in through the gaps in my skin All of the words you knew to say to make me believe I should stay I was a broken vessel washed to shore I thought you'd fill me up, I thought I needed more I was a broken vessel swept to sea I didn't know, the answer was me All of the time I closed my eyes so I wouldn't see through your lies All of the times I kept you close because I was scared of being alone I was a broken vessel washed to shore I thought you'd fill me up, I thought I needed more I was a broken vessel swept to sea I didn't know, the answer was me Oh and then you would say come back, come back, come back to me babe Oh how sweetly you'd say come back and I would come back I was a broken vessel washed to shore I thought you'd fill me up, I thought I needed more I was a broken vessel swept to sea I didn't know, the answer was me The answer was me.

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released December 21, 2020

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Kristin Larkin Columbia, Tennessee

Kristin Larkin is a singer/songwriter based out of Maury County, TN. With songs about love, nature, and the human condition, Kristin uses every day struggles and victories to fuel her Americana sound. Independently funded by fans on Kickstarter, Kristin released her EP "Regardless" in 2014. Her full length album "Waking Up" releases December 21, 2020 ... more

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